Just a teenage girl who lost the love of her life.
Loves: the sound of rain; the smell of after rain; sleeping next to the person you love; the smell of petsmart; getting long hugs; mowing; when your favorite song comes on the radio; getting there just in time; finding the only restroom when you really have to pee; going to costco; long summer days; cuddling; ice cream; being the one ones in a movie; star gazing; making dinner with your boyfriend; knowing someone loves you; open when letters; waking up with next to the person you love; howls moving castle; cartoons; coloring; having a job;
I hate life right now. And yes, I’m following people who go to my school and they are following me back, and I dont care if they see this. I hate me. I hate the people at my school because they are so self centered and mean. I still love my ex and he’s being so mean and i hate it. I hate that I gave him everything that i had and he’s just throwing me away. I hate it. He gave me back everything and he’s being so mean and i cant even cry at home because everyone is there now that my sister came out from cali. I hate my job and my hair and the way that i look. I hate that i gave my number to a random person that is giving it out to everyone. I hate that I cant just shut the fuck up. Why cant i just shut the fuck up? Why do i always have to go out there and do something? i hate it. i hate my hair and that i cut it when i broke up with the love of my life. i hate that i’ve been eating my feeling so i got fat. I hate everything.
I hate that this girl wanted to be friends during summer and then when school came around she was friends with me for like a week and now is still talking shit about me like she was last year and the year before that. Even though she doesnt even know me and the things that she is saying is not true. I hate that i want to be friends with someone who everyone thinks is annoying and so im embarssed to talk to her.
I hate that i want to cry all the time and that it seems like no one has the time for me anymore. I hate the guy that likes me. I hate my life.
i hate my job that i have to go to today and i hate that i have no life. I hate that no one invites me to parties or to go do something adventurous. I hate that i stay at home and cry with my cat until my cat wants to leave. i hate it.
im a fucking senior in high school. Im supposed to be “livin it up” like all the movies show. I wont go to my school runions. I dont want to see all the people that made fun of me and broke me and made my life hell. I hate them.
When is my life going to start?
Pretty sure he’s gonna give it to someone else and he’s wispering about me…. awkward. Might as well go home and cry now… I hate boys at this school
I dont need them and they can go and fuck themselves. And other random people too. I hate everyone. I have like one friend and I don’t even know if she’s a true friend or not. I’ve gotten fat and my family is ashamed of me. I just want to live for me. Fuck everyone else.